Gay-Levels

Quoth Wikipedia
Decadence: a lack of moral and intellectual discipline

This is a rather round-about way of summing up the happenings of recent. Much like the 'id', 'ego' and 'superego' of the Jew with the funny name, it feels as if there are little bits of me niggling at me to do different things

(alternativley, these might just be hallucinations. It'd be shit if they were though. Surely i should be 'tripping' with decent results, like seeing hordes of naked ladies, with big ubbs...)

Anyway, one of these 'things' is to revise. I am in desperate need of doing this, and, though i've started, my current level of revision is just to conscience-satisfying degree that doesn't really accomplish anything.
For example, i'll sit there with a book for a long length of time ('time x' or alternativley 'fucking ages') during this, i will be 'reading' the pages. However, when i glance back across to the other page i've just supposedly read, it all seems new!
This has presented itself as a bit of a bugger for revision, as, well, its a bit pointless....

The revision 'monster' aside, there are numerous other things that i 'need' to do. One has had too much time/attention/money delegated to it of recent, which is my primeival need to become inebriated.
I believe that, unlike most other humans, who drink for 'social reasons' (because they are liberal gays*), i derive some sort of energy from alcohol. Much akin to how Oxygen makes life quite nice for us, a huge, fuck-off, novelty-sized bottle (tankard) of '20/20' also does a similar job.
That said, 20/20 was probably the worst example i could use.
I reminded myself on Tuesday night of why the local wine-store has loads of the stuff left on their shelf, after i made a purchase of their 'pineapple' flavoured variant of the fortified wine. They either share brewing equipment with 'toilet-duck' bleach, or it is simply the most crap tasting 'drink' avaiable...

Anyway, revision, over the next few weeks, should really shift to priority over sadistically torturing my liver, as else i will be left with A-Levels in 'licking the floor outside of nightclub' studies and an AS-Level in 'advanced speech slurring combined with bigotry'.....